MY ORIGINAL TUMBLR ONLY-A-SUICIDAL-GIRL.TUMBLR.COM WAS DELETED DUE TO A REPORT. THIS IS MY NEW ONE, FOLLOW ME! What's happening? That's a hell of a question! Things are getting better. Are they? Yes and No. I just get myself wondering, the past year was terrible, absolutely a mess. A depression problem, anxiety, a heart disease and some fake friends as the cherry at the top of the cake. I feel better, but I don't want to feel better. I am not feeling myself anymore. I am the old me, the old girl who loves to smile and tell jokes. I am not used to the old me anymore. So here I am, fighting with myself, wanting to get better, but at the same time, wanting to go back to the black hole called depression. And I get myself wondering, what should I do? Well, for now I guess I'll just keep living, keep walking, in the edge of glory and in the same time in the edge of darkness.
I DON'T PROMOTE ANY KIND OF SELF HARM OR EATING DISORDER!

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